3:43 PM: yea. another boring update. i know. i don’t even think anyone reads this shit. o well. so anyway. my damn cd-r still doesn’t work. i wasted 15 bucks on that piece of shit. i’m going to try to get my money back. maybe i’ll get a new one. i was trying to do a cd last night (shut up) and my pc sparked and shut down. i was freaking out. but o well. it came back on and everything is peachy. i’m in debt 75 bucks. damn. i have no money. anyway. that’s it.
Archive for April, 1999
7:11 AM: damn (i say that too much). one more day of school. i hope i can make it. maybe i won’t go pyscho and kill everyone. maybe. 6:12 PM: NOOO!!!!!!! i lost my cd-r. i could used that bastard. now i have nothing. damn everything. i heard some scary news today. my teacher ( +50, gray hair, old) and my other teacher (28 something) play footsy together. and they want to introduce another teacher. hmmm…i’m not going back ever. damn. i’m scared. anyway. i hate today. my life is going so well. damn. anyway. i’m going to say damn every 5 lines. damn. yea. so anyway. i’m rambling. i wish i wasn’t here. “i stare into this mirror so tired of this life” hell yea. ok. i don’t have anything to say so i’ll shut up. too much going through the mind right now. 8:40 PM: haha. today is a great night. while all the other people are getting fucked, i’m getting nortan antivirus. while everyone is getting drunk or laid, i’m here updating my page. haha. isn’t that funny. i need my electric condom over my pc again. don’t ask. o well. i must keep up the news for the 2 people that come here. i’m one….hmmm….if you’re the other person, tell me. go to my guestbook. there is a funny entry. here it is for the lazy people:
You have no right to talk about Opp High’s web page! Yours is no better if not worse! You have no imagination, everything looks the same!BORING! The red and black, everything, looks really stupid! SO next time you feel like janking a bunch of high schoolers about their webpage make sure yours is better than there’s! –Jessica Bulger
haha, i fianlly got a fan. woohoo!!!! if you want to see my entry go to the opp high page. this was when the page sucked. it looks better now. i like the red and black. it might be boring, but it’s the great Burnt quality that makes you jump up and dance! but you know honey (jessica) i’m a high school student. i know i’ll be a virgin, loser, doing this shit on the web when i’m 35 but i’m just a high schooler now. i’m glad i straightened that up. at least i got a new person to open their eyes to my world from that crappy high school. woohoo
3:50 PM: the day before the prom. yea. i’m happy. haha. maybe a bomb will fall on the school, or some pycho that listens to too much Manson, plays too much games, and watches the matrix too many times will shoot everyone (wait, that would be me). fuck them. i’m just glad i don’t have to do anything tomorrow. everyone will be talking about the prom. leave me alone and we’ll get along. yep. 10:20 PM: damn. i’m tired. i just finished an essay for english. i hate english. well, i hate english; i love literature. two different things. anyway. i’ll be glad when tomorrow is over. i hate prom; i hate school; i hate everyone. damn them. i don’t care if people think i’m going to kill them. it’s the idea that i might that hurts them the most :) prick your finger it is done. the moon has now eclipsed the son. the angels have spread their wings. the time has come for bitter things. i play doom. i love matrix. i will kill your children in your schools. MWAHAHAHA. have a nice day.
1:49 PM: yep. i didn’t go to school today. i didn’t feel like it. i’m going tomorrow though. well. prom is up soon. whoopy. i can’t wait. who gives a shit? people ask me “why aren’t you going?” well, actually it is “why ain’t you going?” (hicks you know) and i do the same response everytime. so i’m going to put up my reasons on why i’m not going to the prom they are:
1) i don’t do well in social gatherings
2) Whom am i supposed to go with?
3) i have no money
4) i don’t think standing for 3 hours, drinking bad punch, and watching happy people everywhere is my kind of good clean fun.
5) look at me. doesn’t that say enough?
now that is said, maybe no one will bother me. i hate proms. it reminds me of all the people out there happy where their love ones. damn them! o well. good things come to people that wait. God knows i’m going to have to wait. damn. i’m depressed now. look what you made me do. i don’t think listening to Stabbing Westward is helping either :) the weight of the world is crushing me. 8:41 PM: damn it! i’m going to go insane. ok. i’m ok. deal with it. fuck it! ok. so anyway. i don’t want to go to school tomorrow, but i better. i have so much to do. o well. who cares? not me. yea so. i think i’ll kill someone. oops, better not say that. some cops will arrest me. some parents will think i’m going to go into the school and kill their poor children. hysteria. all the poor parents are scared. the media has blown it out of proportion. they’re actually blaming Doom, Manson, and the matrix. they’re blaming the matrix????????? can you believe that? they say the scene where they walk in wearing trench coats did something. damn. they’re looking for scapegoats when the real reason that they did it was the fucking students in the school ostresized (dunno how to spell) them. they won’t take account that the peers did it to them. they have to find some other reason. damn them to hell.
12:22 AM: DAMMIT. i didn’t read any of that book. some friends of mine came over and started watching sailor moon on my computer. i don’t really like that show. o well. when they left, i ate then talked on icq for about 10 mins then watched the simpsons then family guy. then i talked to Bonnie for 5 hrs :) anyway. i say fuck it. on the happy note: I GOT MY CD-R TO WORK. yep that means i can[EDIT] LISTEN to [/EDIT] anything :) my first victim was Tool’s AEnima. haha, i can finally get the cd back to Adam. haha. it sounds nice; the only prob was i had to leave off track 14. i didn’t have enough room :( o well. it was just lightning. i did get my faves on there: eulogy, hooker with a penis, AEnima. i love those. prying open my thrid eye. hell yea! anyway. it’s late and i have school today :( damn. i better go to sleep. see ya later. 4:20 PM: well, i didn’t go to school today. i didn’t feel like it and i didn’t do my hw. haha. anyway. i found out that it isn’t due till friday. haha. i spent my day out doing h/w and i find out it isn’t due till friday? damn. that sucks. well, anyway. i love my cd-r. i want to marry it. maybe it will. you know it has a whole in the center. Mwahaha. ok. that’s enough.
12:48 PM: yep. today is sunday. i have to read 150 damn pages today. it’s due tomorrow. maybe i’ll finish it, maybe i won’t. anyway. that’s it. i have to write a story.
1:21 PM: I just got up a few mins ago. i need to eat and shower and shit then i’m going to go play pool. well, atempt to play pool. i suck at it. i can’t even hit the damn ball straight. how do you hold the cue stick? (haha, i said hold stick. i’m sorry) it’s hard! o well. i’m eating tacos and typing this at the same time. dining room? what the hell are you talking about? mmmmmmmmmm……. man, i totally fucked up my keyboard one day. i was playing AO and i had me a SD or sunny delight for the non believers. and it went all over my keyboard. had to clean it all up. damn. that sucked. 10:35 PM: i kicked ass in pool! i killed Kyle 5-3. woohoo!!! he didn’t stand a chance. yep. so anyway. today was a decent day. shit storm. see ya
11:54 PM: barely got an update in. today sucked. that’s all you need to know. damn my life too hell.
7:04 AM: Damn i’m up early. i hate school. o well. two more days then this hell is over for this week. then we must do it all over again the next. aggg, o well. you’re born to go to school and die. what can be better? i think i’m burned out on school. yea. i should get free days off. haha, yea sure. anyway let’s not talk about school. it sucks. i have pop rocks!!!!! woohoo. i love those things. ever wonder what it would be like to kiss a person with pop rocks? or do something else with pop rocks in your mouth…….. yep. could be bad though….. anyway. i’m going to get a tattoo one year. it’s going to kick ass. a ring of fire around my left arm. i just need a kick ass design. yep. 5:51 PM: aggg, i hate power chords!!!! they’re so damn hard to do. my fingers keep going further and further apart. o well. maybe i’ll get it one day. anyway. school sucks. i hate when we have to do shit in there. we should just go sleep all day in there. i hate spanish! i can’t speak any spanish. o well.
7:13 AM: Damn it!!!!! i can’t get my lotus dictionary/thesarurs on the smart suite thingy. if you know how, tell me. i’m naked with out them (and i know none of you want me naked) i’m still listeing to Tool. i think i will until my friend tries to get the cds back. i said tries cuz he won’t get em back. Mwahaha! anyway. i have a spanish test and i didn’t study or anything. i’m going to bomb it. i have a spanish test and quiz i think. who knows. i never pay attention in that class anyway. i can’t spell. no hablo espanol. naked and fearless. and my fear is naked. yea. 3:50 PM: Ok. i bombed the spanish test. who cares though? woohoo, swamp song. yea. i know tool. anyway. umm…….that’s it for now. not much. but who reads this shit anyway? 10:43 PM: I’m so tired. i’m ready to go to bed. i think i will in a few. it’s been too long of a day and it’s only wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
