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posted by Jack Burnt
1:49 PM: yep. i didn’t go to school today. i didn’t feel like it. i’m going tomorrow though. well. prom is up soon. whoopy. i can’t wait. who gives a shit? people ask me “why aren’t you going?” well, actually it is “why ain’t you going?” (hicks you know) and i do the same response everytime. so i’m going to put up my reasons on why i’m not going to the prom they are:
1) i don’t do well in social gatherings
2) Whom am i supposed to go with?
3) i have no money
4) i don’t think standing for 3 hours, drinking bad punch, and watching happy people everywhere is my kind of good clean fun.
5) look at me. doesn’t that say enough?
now that is said, maybe no one will bother me. i hate proms. it reminds me of all the people out there happy where their love ones. damn them! o well. good things come to people that wait. God knows i’m going to have to wait. damn. i’m depressed now. look what you made me do. i don’t think listening to Stabbing Westward is helping either :) the weight of the world is crushing me. 8:41 PM: damn it! i’m going to go insane. ok. i’m ok. deal with it. fuck it! ok. so anyway. i don’t want to go to school tomorrow, but i better. i have so much to do. o well. who cares? not me. yea so. i think i’ll kill someone. oops, better not say that. some cops will arrest me. some parents will think i’m going to go into the school and kill their poor children. hysteria. all the poor parents are scared. the media has blown it out of proportion. they’re actually blaming Doom, Manson, and the matrix. they’re blaming the matrix????????? can you believe that? they say the scene where they walk in wearing trench coats did something. damn. they’re looking for scapegoats when the real reason that they did it was the fucking students in the school ostresized (dunno how to spell) them. they won’t take account that the peers did it to them. they have to find some other reason. damn them to hell.
