1:54 PM: last day of the month. i just got up so there isn’t anything to say. i watched a little bit of The Jerk. funny movie. sometimes. i’m going to take a shower and begin my day long project: doing nothing. i might do this by reading or by sleeping or by playing a game. GTA sounds fun. but i don’t know. so that’s bout it. i’m going to take a shower. but no one (i know no one) reads this. 3:39 PM: well, i haven’t been doing much. fixed a poem on the poetry section. it was really fucked up. and my fave poem to boot! sheesh. besides that, i haven’t done anything. i think i’m going to read for a bit. there isn’t much else to do. o well. i’m listening to The Living End. they’re cool. i’ll be on icq if you want to talk, but i doubt you will. 5:34 PM: well, Bonnie is back. adam sent me this thing from Danger Mouse. i loved that show. Bence and i might play a game tonight seeing how i have nothing to do. i was going to try to call Bonnie, but she’s going over to sheri’s. o well. so i think i’ll just lay down or something. 8:23 PM: i’m bored as hell. there isn’t anything to do. my last saturday and i’m doing nothing. well, that just about sums up my whole life. tomorrow i’ll g to church then come home and probally sleep from lack of anything better to do. then i’ll watch the simpsons and futurerama, get my shit together for school, then go to sleep. then wake up and go to school and start this hell over again. ha. as you can read, i’m not in a good mood. 10:18 PM: fucking great night, i tell you. *sigh* i’m tired of hearing about everyone. it just makes me go fucking insane. every fucking place people are happy. it makes me sick. *shrugs* but what can i do? not a fucking thing. i just have to smile and forget all the little msgs, all the little comments, all their shit. i don’t know. i just feel like something is about to happen. i get this feeling sometimes. and it happens too. but it is seldom good. i just don’t know. i just don’t think this week is going to be a good week. it’s going to change something, i know. i’m going to get really fucked this week. i can feel it.
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1:58 PM: ok. i’m back. so let’s get started. you need to be caught up in my daily life, yes? ok. so we left here early in the day (8:30, that’s early for me). and got there around i don’t know. we went to the mall and looked around. i got some new shoes. yippy. 10 buck pair and a 15 buck pair. so then we went around the town looking for school clothes (the reason we went down there). it was so much fun. i loved every second. sheesh. anyway. that night we watched The Matrix (5th time). i love that movie. you catch so many things that you missed the first times around. ooo, i got The Hat. you ever seen AC/DC? well, the lead singer has this cool hat. and it’s mine. Mwahaha. it kicks ass. anyway. the next day we went around shopping some more. agggg. we were waiting for this train to go by and they were carrying some pipes. on the pipes was this sign. it said: “Do not hump.” ok. i might be kinda horny at times, but i don’t think i have the labido (or the size) to hump a 3 foot wide pipe. maybe it’s just me. *shrugs* so anyway. so we went to eat at the outback. a cool restraunt. that was about it. o yea. at the arcade, i was playing The House of The Dead (and whooping ass may i add) when i got this call from my cell phone. well, i thought that it might be Bonnie so i stopped playing (and died). well, it was wasn’t her. hell, it wasn’t even for me. i lost a good game for that shit :( though, Bonnie did call about 5 mins later. :) we talked for a while. the bad thing was that both of us were outside. and i can’t stand the sun. i loathe it. it just sickens me. and Bonnie doesn’t fare that well either. so that sucked. but we got to talk so that’s good. i get to call her at 7 tonight. :) anyway. josh left me a msg on my voice mail. yep. 37 seconds of dead air. isn’t he a grand one? no one uses it. i’m telling you. i check it all the time. and it is free. FREE. so do it. i’ll give you something nice in return. yep. o, i got the next installment to the Necroscope series. Necroscope II: Vamphyri! it’s a cool ass book. though, i should read the mythologies….o well. that’s bout it. FUCK MY CHEST! i hate it. it feels like someone threw a stake through it. o well. what can i do? 6:15 PM: ok. i just got back from adam’s. he laughed at my hat :( o well. we screwed around for a while. i rested my head between his legs. comfy. so then i came back. i have to kill 45 mins. damn. Pink Floyd is on the radio :) i think i’ll eat my pop-tart, read my cook and wait. my chest still hurts but it isn’t that bad. Bence is cheating on me :( i found out that he is sleeping with adam. noooo…..o well. he can have Bence. *whimpers* i heard from Amanda. i hope everything. goes well with her. that’s it for now. 8:02 PM: i got to talk to Bonnie for 30 mins. she’s doing well. she’s coming home tomorrow. after the 7hr trip is over, i’ll be ok. she says “lawer” oddly. wierd. o well. that’s bout it. i’m going to read cuz no one on icq talks to me :( but how can you blame them? 11:18 PM: well. i’m so fucking bored. there isn’t anything to do. so i think i’m going to read a bit. i love that book. tomorrow is the last day i get to sleep late. :( this is my plan: i shall sleep late, do nothing, then maybe call Bonnie :) hopefully. my last weekend before scohool. o well. i don’t really care. i’ll just miss sleeping late. that’s it no one comes here anyway :(
Not Here: i was in panama citty. ooo, fun
12:38 AM: ok. last update before i go to bed. i don’t think anyone even reads this shit anyway. i went to a gay chat. haha. it was cool. i’m going to bed. we’re leaving for a couple days again tomorrow. sucks. just when we get the A/C fixed. anyway. that’s it. i’m going to bed. no one fucking updates anymore :( i’m glad Bence is back. 8:10 AM: i always put PM instead of AM. o well. so anyway. today i’m leaving. i won’t be back till friday. i think. so there won’t be any update thursday. this is the last time i leave. i hate these little sojourns. i just want to stay home and do nothing. plus i don’t know when Bonnie will call. but anyway. my 800 number is posted up there. give me a call and tell me how things are going. 2 days with just my parents :( my chest still hurts. o well. if i die, i die. i better finish getting my shit together. you’ll hear from me around friday. see ya.
11:21 PM: ok. i’m going to check the mail in 9 mins. i hope i get something from Bonnie. it’s been almost a week since i’ve heard from her. i don’t know what has happened. damn. so anyway. i’m worried about her as usual. it’s still hot. i have two fans in my room so it isn’t that bad. so anyway. i have nothing planned today. i’ll just sit on my ass like usual and so shit. i really should read the mythologies book. but i just don’t feel like it. aggg. o well. we’re supposed to have read it by aug. 2. but i don’t think i’ll have done that. and lee and i HAVE to have that page done. i have to pay those bills or there is no way i can go to canada. damn. i had a wierd dream last night. all i remember are toys, fire, tiny gremlin things and a giant octopus. that’s bout it. wierd shit. i think it’s the heat. but anyway. it’s bout time for me to check my mail. i’ll tell you if i get anything. 3 mins later: not a fucking thing. :( i’m going to go crazy. o well. it’s not the first time. maybe she’ll call today. i never get any mail anymore. damn. but as for today, i guess i’ll try to start reading that book. i doubt i will though. it’s too damn hot. i hate the days. and the nights actually. i’ll be glad when it’s all over. 3:00 PM: i’m recording The Wall for a friend. it’s a kick ass cd. i love it! so anyway. i haven’t done much. i’ve been working on the stuff for the web page. i need money. I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!! send it all. NOW! so anyway. it’s hot. the last day with out A/C. woohooo!!!! so anyway. that’s bout it. 4:46 PM: i have been working on that page all day. little process. very little. o well. it’s still hot. Metallica is on the radio :) i want to hear from Bonnie. just so i know she’s ok. but o well. there isnt’ much to do. kyle and i might do something. i don’t know though. i have very little money. and i have to save what little of the little i have. so anyway. that’s bout it. it’s still hot. it’s 96 degress in my room. not the heat index either. it’s reallly hot. i only have this puny ass fan too. anyway. that’s bout it. i’m pissed at some people. 6:01 PM: Metallica is on again :) cool. i can play that song. kyle is on his way over. we’re going to play some pool. i need to get out of the house. even though i want Bonnie to call, i hope she doesn’t while i’m gone. just bad timing. but she will if she does. so anyway. i better get dressed cuz i’m still half naked. o well. i don’t know when i’ll get back. but you’ll know. 9:02 PM: well, we went to play pool. we were playing and shit. i found this cigar. so i stuck it in my pocket. we were playing and we hit the balls off the table and they started bouncing wildly and loudly, so we decided to leave. on the way home, i lit up the stogie and we smoked it. cool shit. that was cool. so i got a yahoo and he, a sprite. in town, we stopped and yelled at band camp. i think i called them fuckers. i’m not sure. so we rode by Ritchie’s and we honked and screamed at him. then we stopped by the spee-dee-c for some prizes. they have these things in there. assorted sexual toys. well, we got jipped. i got some edible body pain. whom am i going to paint that on? myself? nope. and kyle just got a comdom. though, kyle seems to enjoy that comdom. “i’m going to go home and put it on”. haha. so if you don’t know what to get him for his birthday, get him a condom. *shrugs* no idea why but he verily enjoys them. so we came home and that’s bout it. now i’m updating. no news from Bonnie :( the A/C is (i think) finally fixed. so it shall be cool. i won’t run around the house naked. well, i wasn’t naked (boxers). anyway. that’s it. i’ll updatebefore i go to bed.
7:21 AM: ok. it’s early. well, for me. i don’t feel well. it still hurts like shit man. a big fucking knot in my chest. damn it!!! o well. i have to go to school today. it starts at 8. agg. i could be sleeping. i know it will suck ass but it’s something that has to be done. life fucking sucks right now. i don’t see any future in tomorrow right now. 8:55 AM: i went and i came back. it sucked ass. i had to wait in line to get my shit. my scedule is hard. damn me. i don’t feel well and all the shit piles and piles. 3:55 PM: it’s really really really hot. my chest really really hurts. and all this shit sucks ass. everything is going crazy. well, not really. i think i’m just sick of it all. putting up with other’s people shit like it doesn’t matter. apathy is getting old. they just take me for granted. o well. what can i do? everytime the phone has rang today, i’ve clenched up in a ball inside me, but nothing has came of it. damn. i need something. some good news. i only get shit. but enough whining. umm….well……hell. there isn’t anything i can really talk about. 8:04 PM: it’s still hot but i think we’re getting a new A/C put in. there is nothing on tv. no one on the net. and nothing to do. i finished Necroscope so i don’t have that to read. i think i’ll just find something to do. my chest doesn’t hurt as much as it used to. that’s good. that’s bout it. i think i might live. 10:57 PM: i still don’t feel well. but i’ll get by. the A/C is almost in. i still haven’t heard from Bonnie :( yep. she’s probally got guys lined up. i think i’m going to get a gatorade then go to bed and slit my rests. see ya
6:10 PM: ok. i’m back. here’s how it went down: we left friday and went to my sisters. we did nothing there till the next morning. upon the next morning, we departed from her house around 8 and went to pine mountain, georgia. there we went to a vegatable garden. now, living in the south with a grandmother that has her own garden, i have seen enough vegatables. but, for some strange and fucked up reason, we spent a whole hour in the sun looking at misc. corn, peas and strawberries. after that hell, we went to this horticulture building and spent 45 mins there. fun fun fun. then we went to this butterfly thing. these butterflies are enclosed in this building and they fly around. then my dad, my brother-in-law and i played golf. then we went to our little house thingy and swam a bit. they had a heated pool thing and it was cool. after that, we slept. the next day went and got bicycles to ride around. well….we rode those for about 2 hrs. uphill most of the way. best part of the trip. then we went back to our house thingy to check out. i hated the shower there. so we came back. on the way back home, i saw this guy standing behind this girl.now the girl was bent over and the guy was clapping…odd. so anyway. i’m finally home and it was a complete waste of time. i have my cell phone with me the whole time in case Bonnie called. she didn’t :( though, we wouldn’t have much privacy to talk. o well. i’m glad to be back. i’m tired. and my chest is killing me. i don’t know why. but o well. that’s it. josh and lee wanted to see inpsector gadget, but i just don’t feel like it. o well. we’ll do it later. we’re getting a new A/C. it’ll be next week before we get it. tomorrow i have to go get my locker, parking space and pictures at school. yippy fucking do. it’s damn early too. so this week has sucked so much ass. and i still haven’t heard from Bonnie :( 10:00 PM: ok. if i whine too much about Bonnie tell me. it’s just hard sometimes. man. i’m dying. my chest is killing me. it feels like there is a knot in it or something. i’m dying! i can barely breathe. shit. i’m going to lay down and try to sleep. maybe i’ll get a call tomorrow. if i survive.
Not here: I was in hell.
9:20 PM: well. i just took a shower and i’m already sweating. damn. i have to go get my pic taken at 10. i hate that. i have to change clothes :( i’m going to wear my rabid bunny shirt, a “nice” shirt (for my mom) and i have to wear a tux thingy. aggg. so anyway. this won’t be fun. i had to stop reading last night to go to bed. and the book was really good too. i hate that. i better go finish getting ready. i’m trying to postpone it as long as possible on account that i don’t want any clothes on due to heat. i might have to wear jeans….nooo. they have a heat advisory out and we have no A/C. great timing if i may say. so anyway. i hope to be back…alive. 10 :48 PM: it’s so hot. agggg. anyway. i didn’t wear my rabid bunny shirt. i was too lazy. i got in there and out as quickly as possible. kyle was there picking up sticks and pine combs. this guy grabbed me and threw me into a position. then this girl did the same thing. then they strapped me into this straight jacket (a tux) and took more pics. it sucked. finally i got out of there. so i’m back now. i don’t feel very well. maybe the heat is cooking my brain in it’s own juices, but i feel like something big is going to happen soon. i hate when i feel like that. cuz something usually happens. but anyway. i hope Bonnie calls soon. i really need to talk to her. i’m going crazy. i’ll be glad when i get out of this hell. and it feels more like hell everyday. hell, i’ll be glad when school starts. at least there is A/C and by then, Bonnie will be “back”. i hope she’s doing well. but anyway. this fan sucks cuz i’m still hot. i hate how the media is jumping on to JFK’s death. he’s dead. let it go. it’s sad how they bring up all of his past and shit to “remember” him by. but it’s just killing air time. i bet they were thrilled when they heard he died. hell, i wouldn’t be surprised if they shot him down. o well. i’m leaving for my sis’s tonight. i’ll have to have the cell phone on in case Bonnie calls. i wouldn’t be surprised if she called at the worse times. glad she didn’t during the funeral :) but anyway. tha’ts bout it. i don’t feel well and i’m tired of typing. i’ll update once more before i leave for my sis’s. 12:41 PM: i’m leaving now. i’ll return around sunday. see ya.
1:02 PM: i want to talk to Bonnie again. o well. maybe soon. i have to go to the doctor today to make sure the acne shit is working. then i have to go to guitar practice. it’s hot as hell in my house. the A/C broke AGAIN. so i have to smolder in here. o well. i’m mostly used to it. tomorrow i have to get my pictures taken :( aggg. i hate it. i’m not photogenice…well, that is probally cuz i’m ugly. but anyway. it sucks cuz you have to change clothes and shit. amazingly enough, i didn’t have any dreams (that i can remember) last night. you’re off the hook. it would be nice if teleportation was real. that would be cool. Bence is back on icq. i’m hot. i think that’s bout it for now. i’ll update when i get back from the doctor’s office. 3:21 PM: ok. i went to the doctor. all is well, i guess. i went to Richburg’s to drop something off for my mom, and he wouldn’t answer the door. damn him! so anywya. it’s hot as hell. i really miss Bonnie. you know it’s odd that we 3 chellovecks are here waiting for our girls to come back while they are going out on journeys. it’s odd that we’re sitting by the phone waiting for them to call while they are out having fun. *shrugs* o well. it’s like the song by silverchair “Sleep till late to waste half the day/ But i’m happy to live this way.” o well. i’ll be glad when she comes back. she’ll be getting back about the first day of school here. i hate doing all this shit before school. get permits, pictures, lockers. all that cal. o well. i’m tired of this song (celebrity skin). so anyway. i’m going to stop bitching. i think it’s the heat. i’m also very uncomfortable in these briefs. but it’s the only thing that is clean. aggg. i’m restricted and i hate it! i need a dr. pepper. 6:17 PM: i heard from Amanda. some shit is happening. she’s going to write me a letter. that’s good. i worry about her. anyway. on the way to my guitar lesson, i saw derek drive by. it appears that he has no hair. wierd. o well. i didn’t get a good look. but o well. playing the guitar kicks ass :) it’s fucking hot :( tomorrow is going to suck! i hate doing stuff for school. especially pictures :( o well. suck it up and do it. i hope Bonnie calls me soon. adam gets pissy on icq to me. o well. anyway. that’s bout it. Metallica on on the radio :) cool. 10:55 PM: damn. it’s so fucking hot. aggg. i watched hard rock cafe thing on mtv. it was cool cuz eve 6, silverchair, collective soul and The Offspring were on. it kicked ass. but anyway. i have to get pictures tomorrow :( agg. i talked to Cathy alittle tonight :) she doesn’t get to come on much though :( tomorrow i’m going to leave. damn. i just remember that. i won’t be back till sunday (i think). so there won’t be any update. but who really cares? who actually reads this shit anyway? i’m going to my sis’s b-day thingy. we’re going to this garden where butterflies on you. some great birthday. o well. then i’m coming home just to leave again. ahhh. great. so anyway. no updates for a while. i’ve only missed 2 days in all my updating. one i said i would before i missed it. aren’t i sad? i have to be the most pathetic person in the world. God. o well. i’m going to finish Necroscope probally this weekend. that book kicks ass. i recommend it. i think it’s time for some silverchair and a dr. pepper. it’s too fucking hot in this house!
